Fish Fingers and Custard

good mood today.

weird thing....good moods...very....good

i have my biology exam on friday! final biology exam ever!!!!!

bring it on!

lol,  who would even think of fish fingers and custard?.....

hello again, if anyone is still listening

I'm lonely, and it's so damn pathetic.

i don't know what I'm doing anymore.

"Hello Sweetie ;)"

i have developed an affinity for "Doctor Who?."
I have to say it's pretty brilliant.
Did anyone else cry when River Song married the Doctor?"
oops, spoilers! :P
 it'd be pretty awesome if i could eventually make my own sonic screwdriver.
 my physics class were discussing it, it turned into a full on discussion on the basic principles of sonic thingy-mah-bobs :P.

"I cant let you die, without knowing you are loved, by so many, and so much....and by no one more than me."

is anyone going to miss me when i run?
when i leave it all behind and run to England to study.
is anyone going to care enough to ask me to stay?

take care
xoxo

will the marks always be there to remind me how fucking stupid i was?

on a side not my language seems to be getting worse and worse.....lol....:'(

stupid freaking assessment

i have a SAC in about half an hr...im freaking out and i cant breathe.

ive taken all day to put together my reference sheets but i have no clue what im doing.

stem cells and cloning.

......crap crap crap crap crap. crying and shaking now too....

venting

well guys, its been a while....if anyone still reads my crap anyway....I'm just kind of venting at the moment so forgive me:

its too late to do anything now, so why are you getting mad at me?

its not like you even fucking care.'

 you didn't even notice until someone told you so:

 get.

 over.

 it.

 you have no right to judge me because you have no clue what I've been through

hehe, I Just Needed an Excuse to Show Off my Kitty Cats

My kitties, they loves each-other!

this weekend was actually alright. i caught up with C on Friday night, it was pretty great.

i like how i know that she's been through it all and she gets it.

 i hope she's okay now.

 i worry about her.

i did so much hw this weekend its insane.

probability is a stuuuupid math topic!

i don't really know what else to say.

 i have a clinic appointment tomorrow and i just want to cry.

i also have a doctor's appt there on Wednesday which will be interesting.

i hate this crap!

 I'm so stressed out because of it.

RIP the sufferers of that horrible disaster in Norway.

how stuff like that happens in beyond me. and its seemingly overshadowed by the death of Amy Whinehouse.

although both are sad, Amy is one person.

i miss control, i miss freedom, mostly i miss being able to see E.

 i don't know how I'm going to handle this.

take care

xoxo

Tired and Rambling

saw an epic play today at school. some students from England put it on whilst on some sort of cultural exchange. it was seriously amazing. i wish i was that talented.

my foot hurts. a lot. and i put it down to the weight gain. its horrible.

I'm screwed for my chem test tomorrow, i hate valency and solubility tables. I'm not smart enough, I'm not the best anymore. i never will be again.

i get to catch up with my friend, C, after school tomorrow. which is interesting. it seems my parents have double standards. but it should be nice anyway.

even though i have a massive homework weekend this weekend I'm still excited for it.

i can't wait 'til uni, gosh if i gt in anywhere it will be an amazing feeling. but what does one do if one receives no offers?

school is amazing, but when i come home it takes me less than 10mins t go from absolutely fine, very stable to almost suicidal and crying my eyes out. hmmmm

I'm going to take a shower and go to bed

take care
xoxo