What's the Gist Physicist?

time to turn the mood of this blog around. time to turn that frown up side down!

i just received the best how-to-conquer-exam-panic-attack tips from my tutor service.

 good thing they know how to look after their neurotic type A overachieving students :P

I'm tiiiiiiiiiiiiiired.....

for the first time in two years I'll be going to see my friend, P on the holidays.

it'll be amazing!

although apparently she is six inches taller than me and has a habit of wearing insanely high heels so we will look an amusing pair :P.

take care

xoxo

Fish Fingers and Custard

good mood today.

weird thing....good moods...very....good

i have my biology exam on friday! final biology exam ever!!!!!

bring it on!

lol,  who would even think of fish fingers and custard?.....

hello again, if anyone is still listening

I'm lonely, and it's so damn pathetic.

i don't know what I'm doing anymore.

"Hello Sweetie ;)"

i have developed an affinity for "Doctor Who?."
I have to say it's pretty brilliant.
Did anyone else cry when River Song married the Doctor?"
oops, spoilers! :P
 it'd be pretty awesome if i could eventually make my own sonic screwdriver.
 my physics class were discussing it, it turned into a full on discussion on the basic principles of sonic thingy-mah-bobs :P.

"I cant let you die, without knowing you are loved, by so many, and so much....and by no one more than me."

is anyone going to miss me when i run?
when i leave it all behind and run to England to study.
is anyone going to care enough to ask me to stay?

take care
xoxo

will the marks always be there to remind me how fucking stupid i was?

on a side not my language seems to be getting worse and worse.....lol....:'(

stupid freaking assessment

i have a SAC in about half an hr...im freaking out and i cant breathe.

ive taken all day to put together my reference sheets but i have no clue what im doing.

stem cells and cloning.

......crap crap crap crap crap. crying and shaking now too....

venting

well guys, its been a while....if anyone still reads my crap anyway....I'm just kind of venting at the moment so forgive me:

its too late to do anything now, so why are you getting mad at me?

its not like you even fucking care.'

 you didn't even notice until someone told you so:

 get.

 over.

 it.

 you have no right to judge me because you have no clue what I've been through

hehe, I Just Needed an Excuse to Show Off my Kitty Cats

My kitties, they loves each-other!

this weekend was actually alright. i caught up with C on Friday night, it was pretty great.

i like how i know that she's been through it all and she gets it.

 i hope she's okay now.

 i worry about her.

i did so much hw this weekend its insane.

probability is a stuuuupid math topic!

i don't really know what else to say.

 i have a clinic appointment tomorrow and i just want to cry.

i also have a doctor's appt there on Wednesday which will be interesting.

i hate this crap!

 I'm so stressed out because of it.

RIP the sufferers of that horrible disaster in Norway.

how stuff like that happens in beyond me. and its seemingly overshadowed by the death of Amy Whinehouse.

although both are sad, Amy is one person.

i miss control, i miss freedom, mostly i miss being able to see E.

 i don't know how I'm going to handle this.

take care

xoxo